Friday, July 20, 2012

A Birthday Shout out to My Beloved Daddy.

Happy Birthday to my dad who never seems to grow old.
Even the grey hair make you look more and more handsome each birthday.

No matter how old I am, 
No matter where I am,
No matter who I become,
No matter who I am with,
I will always be daddy's little girl.

A heart filled with never-ending love and warmest wishes to the first man I have ever loved.
I am just so grateful to Allah for giving me a dad, as wonderful, caring and understanding as you.
Although Batman is cool, to me you are way cooler than Batman. hehe :P
You've always been the real hero of my life.

We celebrated his birthday in advance last weekend at Chili's, Gurney.
Just me, hubs, kakak, SaraQisya and the birthday boy.
Tried calling Zarif but no answer. He was fast asleep after a tiring family day event.
Ayah received 2 cards, a present and a surprise news. hehe
Priceless look on his face.

Last year we got him an Ipod! nano, so this year we bought him the strap!
Look at him happily posing with his present. 

Will update more on Penang Trip in the next post.
Till here then. 


Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Sick & tired of being sick & tired.

Sorry I've been away for a week.
I was down with flu, sore throat and fever eversince then. It's really annoying.
Still haven't recovered 100%.
I feel fatigue all the time and even at this very moment I feel like blacking out.
There are so many things to share but I haven't got the time to actually sit and write.
I will update soon after I feel much better. I promise.

Pray for my speedy recovery. *cries*

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Hello Memories..

I miss looking at this view when I wake up, when I'm done with class and before I shut my eyes.

I am so ready to go back to my Melbourne days. It's so fun.
No work, all play. Me love!
Can't wait?!

Monday, July 9, 2012

In denial. Period!

I wanna be stick thin and fit again but I guess that won't happen in the near future. :(

Nak sedap hati punya pasal..

Friday, July 6, 2012

Blessed.. just blessed!

Yesterday was a good day + Nisfu Syaaban.
"Hari nisfu sya’aban adalah hari dimana buku catatan amalan kita selama setahun diangkat ke langit dan diganti dengan buku catatan yang baru. Catatan pertama yang akan dicatatkan dibuku yang baru akan bermula sebaik sahaja masuk waktu maghrib"

Hubs and I managed to recite Yassin together after sembahyang berjemaah.
It feels real good doing it together. Such bliss in life after marriage.
Although he doesn't know how to read jawi yet, I got him a romanized Yassin.
Told him that, it's not mainly about reading it but understanding what u're reading.
Luckily there's translation under every lines.
Yesterday was the first time we recited Yassin together but countless times of jemaah prayers.
I am trying to be a good Muslim and a good example to my muallaf husband.

People always say it is difficult for a woman to lead a husband into becoming a Muslim.
But for me, difficult doesn't mean impossible for Allah is great.
All my life, I had never been 'pious', let alone had any intention of leading another person into any religion.
I had lived my life, like a normal girl: learnt a few stuff about Islam at school and at home;
yet influenced by the Western media in general.
I don't know how but yes, I had a guy change his religion to be with me.
He used to be a free thinker but if anyone ever asked him questions about religion, his replies was
"If I could choose one religion, it would be Islam".
Since highschool, he was interested in Islam; he also skipped Moral class to attend Pendidikan Agama.
I know it sounds crazy. Whenever there's funerals, he was there to helped out.

At first before we got married, everyone kept telling me about how hard it is to lead someone into a new Religion.
I don't blame them, for I am not strong enough.
I had no idea how to start teaching him about Islam.
All I could do is pray to Allah to have mercy on me, bless my deeds and help me open up his heart into accepting Islam and to be a servant of Allah.
Alhamdulillah, up till now we have no issues about this and he is proving that he will be better in time.
I know he is trying his best. InsyaAllah.
I hope this transformation is permanent and I hope Allah will grant my wish.
Amin, ya rabbal alamin.

There shall be no compulsion in [acceptance of] the religion. The right course has become clear from the wrong. So whoever disbelieves in Taghut and believes in Allah has grasped the most trustworthy handhold with no break in it. And Allah is Hearing and Knowing.

(Full Verse of Al-Baqarah, 2:256)

Allahumma a’inni ala zikrika wa syukrika wa husni ibadatik
(Ya Allah, bantulah aku untuk mengingati, mensyukuri dan beribadah kepadaMu). Amin ya rabbal alamin.

I am planning to start Quran again before Ramadhan and hopefully I get to complete it before Syawal.
InsyaAllah. Here's how to do it.


Thursday, July 5, 2012

Weekend blast. Super late entry.

Time in Penang is never enough.
Last weekend, hubby & I drove back to Penang.
Although it was only a short trip, we had so much fun.
We managed to catch up with family, indulge with all the yummy food, etc.

Went to grandpa's. When we reached, nobody was there except Tok Tan & Nda Ula.
He was so happy to see us.
The first thing he did was...
went into his room to get a paper bag.. and guess what's inside?
He popped out 2 tshirts. So, happy Feesha thought it's for her. But, NO!
It is just for hubs.

Tok Tan: Nah, ni Andrew punya.
*Hubby muka terkejut, priceless.*
Hubby: Haaa? Thank you Tok Tan. Laa susah2 ja.
Tok Tan: Tok tak beli apa pun utk Feesha. Apa pun xdak. Laki ja dapat.
(The other tshirt was for my brother, Zarif)
*Dengan muka malu tadi, terus rasa sedih & buat2 ok :( *

Btw, Tok Tan, my aunties, uncle and cousins just came back from NZ. Holiday sakan!
Forgot to snap a photo of Tok Tan and Hubs with his new tshirt. Nanti2 je ok.

And we took back these cuties with us.
Now, they are new additions to our family.

We brought their mom, Fluffy to accompany them because the kitties still minum susu ibu.
Hubs and I plan to sell 2 and keep one but they are too adorable.
I just don't know how to choose. I want allllllllllllll.
First two days, Fluffy was kinda depressed. Going up and down.
I guess she's not used to a quiet house and staying indoor.
Plus, she misses her bestfriend, My Mom who sleeps with her everyday.
Now she's warming up to us and starting to feel like home. Alhamdulillah.
Mak would be so happy to hear this.

Its almost 3 months now since we got married.
Running here and there, we still haven't got the time to collect our wedding presents at my grandparent's place.
Banyak betul. Cannot carry all together unless bawa van? haha
From the big stuff like microwave, 48pcs dining set, to small cute stuff like frames, books etc.
Up till today, I still get presents here and there.
It's nice to have thoughtful people in my life.
Thank you everyone for all the well wishes and presents!
These are some of the photos after the wedding.

This is just part of the presents, not even half of it.

A few days ago I received this from my distance relatives from Thailand.
Sweetness kan?

Someone's got his early birthday gift.
On Sunday itself, hubby received 2 presents.
He said he was overwhelmed having new kittens and a new camera on the same day.
Ala sweetnye.
So his ceciwi mode begin up till yesterday until he decided to wrap everything up in the box to exchange to a black one. Katanya black lagi menawan.

Been sick for 2 days and today I'm back at work @ KLCC.
It's good to get some rest. Doctor pun suggest to rest. He gave me 2 days of MC.
Perasaan malas mula la tiba. Can I just stay home and be a housewife bergaji mcm biasa?
I guess Not! Will try again someday.